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Okay so I’m not sure if this is a normal thing or apart of my anxiety but I have what I like to call day nightmares.

I see the worst scenario happening (a realistic one though) after an interaction. For example, I passed my friends I. The hallway and smiled at them and idk why but suddenly I felt that they didn’t like me. As I walked away I imagined them talking about me and saying that they only tolerated me and I was super annoying sometimes.

I later told them about it and they comforted me and told me they would never think that. It made me feel better, but I started to realize how often I have these day nightmares and how they get to me.

They can keep me up at night and make my stomach hurt. In fact, I feel like puking right now.

I guess I needed to vent but I also wanted to let you guys know that if you have these day nightmares that I understand.

takemeaway-deartardis:

So for April Fool’s day I decided to put small pictures of Nicolas Cage everywhere. Results:

I printed lots

and I mean lots. They were everywhere, these are just some.

Not even school was safe

This is my legacy

One of them is Misha

magical-muser:

Let the water flow with shades of red now
Arrows black out all the light
Death is riding into town with armor
They've come to grant you your rights

(Source: mrsivashkov-winchester)

lordofthetimelords:

beakersofbeer:

so in case you haven’t been on tumblr awhile

  • hail hydra
  • it’s a metaphor
  • dean showers
  • cas and dean talk on the phone and it’s adorable
  • it’s all a metaphor
  • it’s all a fucking metaphor.
  • it’s all a goddamn metaphor.

dont believe this, its just a metaphor for whats really going on

salt-221b-and-the-tardis:

class-snuggle:

My roommate bought a pack of 24 rolls of toilet paper yesterday, in addition to the half dozen we already had, and stored all of them in the bathroom. And just let me tell you, there’s something incredibly calming and reassuring about looking next to you while you’re on the toilet and seeing 30 rolls of toilet paper sitting there. You get a feeling like, no matter how bad shit gets in there, you’re always going to make it out okay in the end.

t

Hi, yeah, um, Idk how to work this and I need you to show me how cause I want to actually start using it. Btw, it takes so long for stuff to load on here

alliesocoollike:

sjsstar-whotookmyname:

HI I LOVE YOU YEAH I CAN SHOW YOU

HEY GUYS
GUYS
THIS IS MY BFF
BE KIND TO HER
SHES NEW
BE GENTLE

WHAT AM I EVEN DOING THIS IS SO CONFUSING.

GOOD GIRL YOU ARE LEARNING

(Source: dradicus100)

Mental illness is like fighting a war where the enemy’s strategy is to convince you that the war isn’t actually happening.

- (via slit-wrist-theory)

(Source: scootaloo-pootaloo)